Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Lettin off some random steam

Some say only fools fall in love, but what about the fool whom don’t fall in love. Why is it so easy to get attracted then to fall out of it just as quick, what really is the definition for love? How does one fall, marry, spawn children then one day wake up and hate the person whom has been sleeping beside them for years, helped raise there children, built a life with, to have it all end on the sudden lack of the feeling of love. What about those who don’t fall in love at all, fear maybe, anti trust to many broken hearts before? I guess maybe I’m under that category of a no lover. HA it’s kind of funny to say that but that’s just what it is I guess. Those who fall easily also let the world walk all over and those who hide from love fight off the world and everything in it, I know that I just argue with everything and have no idea why. I have a friend who is trying to make her love work and its not. Together for so many years then suddenly its ended just like that, he can’t stand her, she just wants to be with him like a never ending story. Tide to his being and essence of everything he is, but he wants nothing to do with her cause it just seem un-ethical suddenly to him. To be with someone, what is it that you need, what do u need to think of, what fires need to burn in you and what fires need to be set out? What feeling need to surface, and to hold on to love which feeling need to be buried in depths so dark? Maybe that’s how u fall out of love, you re seek those odd feeling out and fall in to the dark, where there is no light, no love and no return, I guess this is called hate. Its funny, u can fall in to love, and then they say you fall out of love, how is that possible, since when could the human body defy gravity without science at its heels. He is an everlasting question, why do we write so much about love? We all seek it and we get it and then we all don’t…. so why always write about it. Its like the wars raging out in the world are nothing to wars raging in our hearts.

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